So, since I found out I was pregnant, I've been really excited,
but also quite aprehensive, and unsure of myself. I keep questioning
whether I should see the doctor I had with Rowan (who was amazing),
or go to a midwife (which I'm not sure I'd have the option of still anyway.).
I just feel like there were a lot of uncertainties with my first birth
experience that could have been calmed, had I had a midwife with me
the whole time. Does anyone have any advice? I have my first appointment
with my doctor on tuesday, which I'm really looking forward to. I guess I'll make a decision after that. It took a long time to get in for an appointment this time.
I guess other people really like my doctor as well!