I've been trying really hard to take everything to heart and hand it over to God. I think it's helping, and I think my smile might just return today. I hope. Since my post, I have discovered that many of you have gone through tough times with your babies too, with surgery and health problems in general. That is actually very humbling for me to hear. You see, it's easy to trust God with a problem when it's someone else's child. I've never had to deal with something like this with my own child before.
To those of you that have shared with me, thank you :) Just knowing that you made it through is a huge encouragement! I am reminding myself constantly that Bria is loved by God, much more than I could ever love her. He will do what is best.
On another note, I now have an ear infection. Blech. I feel like my head is full of water. BUT, I'm trying not to let that get me down today.
I'll leave you with one of my favorite pictures from this summer, since it makes me smile :)